RANDOM QUESTION BLOCK

can i tell you something? i mean really tell you something? my thoughts,dreams,and my ideas? would you listen to them.. when you listen to them would you really care? how many people really care? how do you know you really care? can you feel it? is it menatl or physical when you feel it? is everything linked together? do you need religion... and what is it? did someone just make it up one day? how do you find truth? why dont i watch more of the history or discovry channel? why does the news depress me? can i be depressed? can i act? can i start over completly new? can i be anything i want to be? can a song really make you move? can time really go slower? can i control it? MAY I PLEASE GET AN ANSWER? hello?

k now that i got that out... today was long and is still going. i have to clean the house for the mark's party tomorrow night. i just want to say a short little blurb about being stressed and needing sleep!

i dont know why i do these things... of waht benefit are they to me? do they really make me feel better about helping someone out? or is it just going ot tire me and screw me over in the end? idk i mant to be everywhere yet i want to never be found and get lost driving somewhere! i need a break! i need a real break. like a road trip or a sneak preview of life after HS! im soo done. what the point anymore? i dont understand... but whatever ill finish off these last days and be done with it! with it all! everything will be done with! i can sleep and hang out and work. and figure out what i want to do with my life. eh who am i kidding i will never be doing absolutely nothing! but i can dream cant i?

haha im not making much sense.. oh well. OH today at the pool i met a guy named trenton who i found out was a great artist and we got to talking and i showed him the few pieces on my phone that i had and he really liked it! its exciting! someone so talented actually likes my piece! i cant believe that! maybe he was lying but i dont care! its the feeling that gave me! i was so unsure and now im jsut a tad bit more confident! im gonna finish my latest piece finally and digitally store all my pieces! :) ill post them to facebook soon and update my deviant art page! :)

oh and babe im sorry and i hope you understand that im busy and i would love to be spending time with you more i just have a lot to do and its really just a balancing act. im doing the best i can and i hope you understand that! :)